Today was officially my last day. last day of College, last day of commuting, last day of dropping Laexin off at the babysitter and last day at my wonderful internship with KSL "Studio 5". So...sounds pretty exciting right, I'm done with school and I made it to the end (I truly thought it would never come), no longer do I have to wake-up at the butt-crack of dawn to get myself ready and Laexin fed, changed, dressed and out the door by 6:30 am. Truth is...I don't really know how to feel. Sounds crazy, especially because I feel like I've been waiting for this day FOREVER. 
Although I'm excited to be done I'm already feeling lost. First off, I really loved my internship and would love to take a job with KSL - great people - sometimes you just meet people who you click with and immediately love! (hopefully I'll still be able to be a part in some way) I also have been going a million miles a min. for as long as I can remember and now my main task is to be home taking care of my little man - Laexin. No, I'm not complaining. I am fully aware that there are tons of people out there who would die to be able to stay home with their children and Yes, I'm very grateful that I don't HAVE TO work. But, boy is this going to be an adjustment.
You know how it's so easy to live for the future. You look forward to things your whole life and then when they come...its kind of a let-down. As bittersweet as this is, I have learned one important life lesson...enjoy every minuet because it's over before you know it!
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That is a good thing to remember... I love my job but I am looking so forward to being able to stay home with my boy. Yet I KNOW I am going to miss working. At least I can work a few months out of the year doing taxes. It is hard to be torn between two good things.
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